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"I've
been the entertainer of my family..."
Right from
childhood, I've been the entertainer in my family. I used
to mimic people. If we went to a party, I would notice some
characteristic in a person and would imitate his/her actions.
It was fun and everybody used to laugh. But my entry into
films wasn't planned. Everyone around me used to say I should
join films. When Malaika started modelling, people would say
one daughter is a model, the other should be an actress. Then
the VJ hunt happened, and I became a VJ for MTV.
But recently, I started feeling like
I was stagnating. I wasn't doing anything new, it had become
routine. I felt I couldn't offer MTV anything more. It became
a 9-to-5 job, no personal growth. So, films were the next
best thing. Offers were always pouring in, it was just a matter
of time. And just when I thought I was ready, Mehul Kumar
offered me Kitne Door, Kitne Paas. And now, suddenly, I'm
into films in such a major way, with three films already on
the floor.
"We got character-parents on hire
to get us out of attendance and discipline mess..."
It's not that long ago that I was a teenager,
just a couple of years. I've always been this open, carefree,
chilled out, friendly girl. I've taken each day as it comes.
I had a blast, bunking college, going for afternoon socials,
hanging out on campus, doing a-b-s-o-l-u-t-e-l-y nothing.
I was on the blacklist, hiding it from my mom, faking parents'
signatures, getting character-parents on hire to get me out
of attendance and discipline mess. But for me it was really
difficult to get a hire-for-Rs 250 parent from outside college
because by that time, Malaika was already a household name,
and everybody knew about us sisters. So to get a mom-on-hire
who wouldn't be caught was a big problem. But I kept trying,
man. (Laughs) We had brilliant, clean fun, and then crammed
during exams.
"I've
warned MTV not to dare say one word about me..."
I did a film-based show, but we never
criticized anybody's work or anything. None of the information
was ever cooked up, it was always from some magazine or from
the Net. And please! Once you're in films, your life is an
open book. Tomorrow, if Maria or Mini take potshots at me,
I'll have to take it in my stride. Of course, I'd whack the
shit out them later. I've warned MTV not to dare say one word
about me. (Laughs)
"Teenagers today are so focused
and all there..."
The teenagers of today are a totally
fab bunch. I'm amazed at how they are so up to it, all focused
and all there, know what I mean? And they have fun, good clean
fun, and they're funny and witty. I think teens and youngsters
don't like stuff like, 'Oh! She's so nice, and he's so nice.
Fantastic!' It's so boring for them. I can relate to that.
I feel, why not have some fun? Like how in college we used
to take firki of some nut who thought he was god's own gift,
or some silly Ms High Heels.
"I'm a Meena Kumari in the making..."
I used to be very melodramatic. A Meena
Kumari in the making. The strangest thing is, as a kid, whenever
my mom would yell at me or whack me, I used to cry and then
run into my room. Mom found this very strange. One day she
came to know that I would go watch myself cry. Instead of
feeling pain, or guilt about being yelled at, I would stand
in front of the mirror and watch myself cry, watch my tears,
and spout all these dialogues... Am I wacko or what? When
I joined films, my mom said, 'Thank God! Now she can fulfill
her dream of crying away to glory, and get paid for it!'
"Fardeen is a nice guy, a gentleman,
but we're just close friends..."
Fardeen is a nice guy, a gentleman, but
we're just close friends. He's so cool, and puhleez, I don't
subscribe to the old school in films where people think the
heroine should finish her shot and go to her make-up room.
I talk to people, I'm friends with my co-star. But that doesn't
mean anything. Nothing is on between us. See, I broke up with
Kamaal Khan, and I felt low. We're still friends, but we just
sort of drifted apart. Since Fardeen and I are doing my debut
film together, people are talking about us. It's good for
the movie you know. So much free publicity. Kitne Door, Kitne
Paas... (Laughs uproariously!)
"I feel that I was born to do this..."
I've taken to films, to acting, like
a fish to water. I feel that I was born to do this, I'm so
comfortable. Right from day one I've been on a roll, having
a ball. I've fit in. Luckily, the people I'm working with
have made me feel comfortable. There's also a fresh influx
of youngsters into the industry. The new lot is bolder in
their approach, and much more confident. That has really helped
a lot. Right now, I'm working with Mehul Kumar in Kitne Door,
Kitne Paas co-starring Fardeen Khan. Then I'm doing Vikram
Bhatt's Awara, Paagal, Deewana with Aftab Shivdasani and Sunil
Shetty. It's mad, hysterical, funny. This is Hera Pheri ka
baap! Plus, I have a film with Govinda and two really big
films that I'm not allowed to talk about, because they want
to launch them in a big way. One is with Satish Kaushik as
director. And yeah, one with Salman Khan, too!
"Sometimes I'm over-the-top, unreliable,
I've got that streak..."
As soon as I joined MTV, I was like,
'Oh my God! What's happening?' I used to be completely chilled
out and then suddenly I was a VJ... I started getting more
professional, more ambitious to a certain extent-to excel
at what I was doing, to prove a point. Overnight I grew up
with MTV, because it's so bloody tough! They just throw you
into this whirlpool, and from there on either you survive
or blow out. I started travelling, meeting these interesting,
high-flying, intelligent people who had made a success of
their lives. It changed me completely, brought a lot of maturity.
I didn't lose the fun-loving spirit, but I became more professional,
more controlled. Because whatever you do, people are going
to judge you if you are a celeb. 'Oh! Amrita came into this
room, and she sat like this, and she did this, and wore that,
and looked here, and talked to that one, and didn't respond
to my 'hi'!' So one has to be on guard, 24/7.
Recently, I met up with two of my college
friends who've just finished graduation, and they were all
giggly, squealing away, 'Oh! What do weeeeeee dooooooooo!
Should we do this course, or that one!' And I'm like, thank
god I've lost that part of innocence. I'm no longer Miss Airhead.
Now I look at my friends, and I'm this big girl, you know.
We still go out even now and act wicked. And sometimes I'm
over-the-top, unreliable, I've got that streak, and my mom
always cribs about that. But for me, individually, I feel
there has been some growth and maturity, and I look upon myself
as Miss Level Head. That's my personal opinion, and I don't
mind if people disagree. (Laughs)
"Since you're here, you gotta kick
ass..."
My mind tells me that since you're here,
you gotta kick ass. Whether it takes one year or two or ten,
you're here till you prove what you've come here to do. I'm
not the sort to say, 'OK! I've come here, now I'll just be
a part of it, with whatever. I want to be the best. People
aren't going to remember me as, 'Oh! haan, she did these couple
of films, now she's gone!' I'm here to kick butt! Number 1
and nothing else. I don't know how long it will take, but
I'm here and we shall see!
"Malaika has poster pin-up looks..."
Malaika became an outright celebrity
right from the word go. She has a totally different personality
from mine. There have been insinuations and endless debate
in the media about sibling rivalry, but it has never happened
between us. See, we're both very different. Malaika has her
own image as the sultry sex symbol. She's got poster pin-up
looks. I'm like the girl nextdoor. She has a definite image
as a model and VJ and I have my own. She was never cut out
for films, whereas I've always had the inclination. Even our
personalities are different; she's reserved, she weighs each
thing before she speaks. I'm totally chatty and batty. This
has helped us shape our careers in different ways, and as
long as the money is coming into the same household, we're
only too happy. (Laughs) There's a lot of love between us.
She guides me on what to wear, what to do-she's been around
so long! I look up to her for every small thing-she and mom
are my source of inspiration, security and sense of belonging.
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